coupled

i am so near it
i am so near
i can create the same noise
of your heart
with the breath i take
if i could just reach it
now, the place where
your hand lays would
now be the place
where my heart rests
i am so near it
i am so near

things are of cool lately

this week
much is moving on
feeling productive
feeling a lot
listening a lot
starting a lot
eating and singing a lot
with some randomness
and sipped coffee
i loved this weekend

on friday, i had something painful done to me,

Lymphoscintigraphy.

please go to to this on March 15th:

Electric Arc Radio.

it warmed up a bit, but i could deal without the wind.

last night some people of quite greatness, with electric arc radio,

Dreamland Faces

the end, so far, till next time

thanks so much for the dream responses so far. last night, i was dreaming, and when it was time to open my eyes, that dream went poof. that's never happened to me before. dreams never go poof for me. they usually follow me and then inspire.

i wrote a love poem today

because it's valentine's day!

...mmm, but you can't read it.

I am going to this tonight:

How Fucking Romantic.

Love to you!

beginnings to announce

i used to be a poet

poem #1

it brings me down
it brings me down
i can't get up
a load to the ground
shimmer gone + no sound
so far away
dressed gown
for you
it brings me down
it brings me down
i am a load
to the ground
almost gone & no sound
so far away
dressed to come back up

poem #2


william s burroughs
jg ballard

poem #3

heavily synthesized
colored desensitized
i can't figure it out
memorized. on my hand
scribbled, you name.
i can't figure it out
at the same, multiplied.
it's just enough to seize
my heart in two.
beat it justified -
to match your honorable
request, hypnotized.

poem #5

quiet decently
i wait as love
decently awaits
at quiet distance
i wait, persistent
at hands length
at my fingertips
persistence
helps at waiting
love is at

poem #6

i am drinking to town
pissing fields and farms
just to get to your arms
you'll fit me ++ gown
i am drinking in town
pissing cows and farms
just to try your charms